What if you dis-created all your diseases?
Who would you be?
How would life be different?
What are you afraid of?
What if you surrendered the fears and the payoff for playing small?
What if you truly lived without the excuses?
What if you stepped into the fullness of you?
What if you embraced all your power?
What if you played a bigger game?
What if you decided to see the beauty of all that is?
What if you let go of your desire to be right!?
What if you realized that all that you thought was real, was one big illusion?
What if you stepped up?
What if you were honest with yourself and admitted that you are truly happy right now?
What if you admitted that you get a secret satisfaction playing this game?
What if you actually and honestly enjoyed being alive?
What if you stopped being so dramatic?
What if you let go of the story?
What if you realized that you created it all in the first place?
I can't be happy because someone doesn't like me anymore,
I can't be happy because the government is passing a new bill,
I can't be happy because genetically modified foods are becoming acceptable in this country,
I can't be happy because there are socks on the floor,
I can't be happy because I hate the weather,
I can't be happy because I don't make enough money,
I can't be happy because this person at work is mean to me,
I can't be happy because my house isn't clean,
I can't be happy because my kids don't respect me,
I can't be happy because my mother in law is a pain in my ass,
I can't be happy because I have a wart on my foot,
I can't be happy…..
Now it's your turn!
Rant and exaggerate why you can't be happy. Start listing all of the things of why you can't be happy now. At some point, you come to realize the insanity. This is your mind thinking constantly about all the reasons why you can't be happy now. This is what's called the ego. It will continue to find things to not be happy now. It is an endless list. It takes being conscious to recognize this software program in the mind and realize, "I can think something different, This is just the ego at work keeping me from my power, my peace, my joy, my passion, my NOW."
This story was inspired by the recent hurricane in North Carolina.
I don't listen to the news as a rule. It's full of negativity, in a one-sided story of a world that is scary and dangerous. It doesn't calibrate high, as far as truth and consciousness goes. I choose to live a life of happiness and joy, so the news is not something I plug into. I decide my environment and what's real in my world. I decide my state of being.
So a rumor goes around that a hurricane is coming. I live in a small town called Bolivia, 15 minutes from the ocean. I hear rumors that it could be a category 4, which sounds terribly scary. I tune in to the hurricane in my mind to get the facts. My feeling was that this hurricane was not going to be a category 4. It would be quite mild, not what they were reporting. I wished and hoped that the hurricane would dissolve and dissipate in the ocean before it ever got to land, but that didn't happen.
My friends and I stayed pretty calm most of the time until the very last opportunity for us to bounce. I felt a peace about it, which confused Jeff because he's hearing what the world is chatting about. For instance, he said if the power goes out, it could be a month before we get it back on. He was so nervous, so just to be on the safe side, he got us a hotel an hour and 40 minutes away from our house for shelter. We didn't have to use the hotel, but it was a backup plan if we chickened out and felt that being in our home was unsafe.
A few days before the hurricane, I locked myself in my bedroom and I pleaded with God for some answers about this storm. If I were to be misled and misguided by my own intuition and this really is a category 4, and I am delusional, we could be in a lot of trouble. My big concern was the structure of the house being damaged by flying objects or a tree falling on it. I didn't know what to pack. I didn't know what to preserve. I didn't want to have my walk-in closet scattered all over the street. I didn't want to come home to my jewelry all over the place in mock. People around me were evacuating. I was really in a tizzy because my thought process was, that I'm not going to die anytime soon and although I don't need these items, my life is a lot more pleasant and enjoyable having them. I would prefer to have them. I don't need a lesson in removing items from my life to learn about what's really valuable here.
So I close the door and I asked God to level with me, " Is my home going to be destroyed? What do I need to leave? What's the deal?". I connected to what I heard was called 'The Galactic Council' in my mind. They told me everything would be fine. I could go to the hotel or not- it made no real difference, it was a personal choice. They also told me that the power would go out at 4:23 p.m. on Friday and it would be off for 3 days, going back on Monday. When I told this to Jeff, he laughed and told me it would be about a month. If I was right, he was going to put a big tattoo on his forehead. I asked 'The Council' for confirmation about this. I needed a sign that I wasn't making this up.
They showed me a red bug like a ladybug. I thought, 'Great, I'll see the lady bug today- either on TV or something, and then I'll know that I've heard correctly. Well, it never happened. When the time came to decide whether to stay and enjoy the storm, I chickened out and we packed up and got the hell out of here! A little gust of wind came through and it scared the crap out of me. I didn't want to tree to fall on the house while I was sleeping or watching TV. So we get to the hotel and everything is fine. Keep in mind, I had family members, patients, and friends contacting me to check on us the whole week. I have two Facebook accounts and they're contacting me on Messenger, texting, emails, "Are you okay?Are you safe? Be safe!"…..
I had so much concern because people are listening to these weather reports. They are not in it to fully grasp what the truth was. As a side note, this happens a lot with people who are diagnosed with cancer. Too many family members interject and people feel that they have to listen to their family members more than their own intuition. They make decisions based on what the family wants, not on what they truly feel. I'd like to encourage you that when you're faced with something perceivably life-threatening, that you trust your gut.
Friday morning, Jeff tells me that our security camera had caught the last bit of footage at 4:32 a.m. of our house. We can assume that the power went out around that time. What I had interpreted was slightly off, as I confuse the two and the three and confuse the p.m. in the a.m. I call that small beans! Now the storm has taken the power at the hotel!
We have to check out on Saturday morning. I asked 'The Council' again, would we make it back okay because there were rumors that we wouldn't even get back? There would be roads blocked off, trees in the way, and flooding. They said, 'This path will be fine and you can leave at your leisure. So I did. We left and drove and had no risk at all!
We got home and saw that the structure of the house was indeed fine. My cats were okay. Everything was fine. The second night, we stayed in the house, with no AC, no electricity, and we're grilling on our front porch, I see a praying mantis in the vines. Then it goes up really high up the vine and falls down on the vine. I'm taking pictures of it and notice a ladybug next to it! I showed Jeff-This is the sign! I said if I'm right, our electric is going on tomorrow morning by 9 a.m.! He chuckles. The next morning, I hear some gurgling in the toilet and I hear the microwave flashing. Sure enough, I look and it's 8:32 in the morning and we have our electricity back on!
In summary, I now have faith in 'The Galactic Council' who I'll be consulting for future weather issues as I do not trust the weathermen. I do not trust the news and rumors. I felt all along that in my intuition, we would be okay. I'm ecstatic to connect with this energy moving forward as this was a test of trust. And No-Jeff didn't get a tattoo on his forehead!
I have lots to share to get you up to speed since I last reached out around May/June 2018 via my newsletter.
Be Well :)
As a follow-up to my article on manifesting, “Manifesting: Deliberately Create Your Dreams into Reality”, here is an example of manifesting that has many life lessons in it that will inspire you and stress you out:). This experience had to be written. You will see why. It is appropriate to send this to you today since May 27th marks 1 year, the day we left Florida…..
In January 2016, I had been living in Florida for six long years I was terribly unhappy there, no matter how many times I tried to use the various healing tools and techniques I have available. The fact was I was unhappy in the Florida environment. I thought it was a mind over matter thing and I just had to tell myself that I am happy. The reality was that the intense heat that I experienced three quarters of the year, was slowly sucking the life out of me! I had to be honest with that. So the dread of experiencing another summer in Florida was just an impossibility to me. (Mind you it was never my desire to live in Florida to begin with)
I put the house on the market by February. I vowed that this house must sell before the summer- I will not be here another summer. I was in fright and dread of experiencing another summer-it was that terrifying to me. I had just recently read a book called Theta Healing. I decided to apply everything that I know about manifesting into my dream home and to get out of Florida as soon as humanly possible, using Theta Healing.
I decided to channel this new house. What that means is I tuned into my future home in my mind and I started writing down what I saw in my head. I wrote a whole page of descriptions of what I saw. For example, I specifically saw a Coldwell Banker sign out front. The next thing that I did was list everything that I wanted in my new home- the specifics of how many bedrooms, the square footage etc. I used Theta Healing and I prayed and I prayed and I prayed.
My realtor had the house on the market and we weren’t getting any interest in the house. So she started to look in the neighborhood statistics for the average time a house is on the market. The average was 1 year! So she said be prepared to be here another year and another summer! I refused to accept this. By April we had an interested buyer and by May 27 we were completely packed up and on the road for Memorial Day weekend!!
That is the short version. I wish it was that simple. Let me fill you in on more details leading up to this miracle and some details after this miracle. You’ll see……
I had a session with Carol Joyce, an angel channeler, because I wanted to make sure this was the right move. She told me there would be “signs” that I was on the right path. But I didn’t think she meant literally too!! Wilmington, NC was so random and wild to pick up and leave to a place where we knew no one. I had prayed that Florida would send us out and pay us to leave!
Sign #1 Interestingly and miraculously the buyer’s name had ‘christ’ in the first name and last!! Lol
Sign #2: Then the inspectors gave us approval for everything that we expected were going to be problems in negotiations with the buyers! We had many red flags regarding the structure and condition of the home that were brushed over.
Sign #3: It took only three months and the closing ended up being on May 27th!
Sign #4: We doubled our money in a little over 3 years.
We didn’t have a new house to settle in to by the closing date. We just knew the area we liked based on a few brief visits. I mean brief-two nights in June 2015 and 1 afternoon over Thanksgiving weekend in Wilmington.
Sign #5: Driving up 95N to get to Wilmington, you have to cross over to route 74/76. I kept seeing signs for both. 1974 is the year Jeff was born and 1976 is mine.
Why did I pick this area in the first place, you ask? It met my needs and came recommended from friends and family. I had my criteria: The house needed to be near the beach, near an airport, secluded and near Trader Joe’s. Those were the general specs.
So a little sidebar- knowing that I had to leave Florida, that this was inevitable because it was affecting my health and my passion for living, I was shopping on Trulia and Zillow and receiving picks from our realtor, daily since January. I was obsessed over house shopping. I had what I wanted on paper, how many bedrooms, the type of neighborhood etc. but nothing was matching up to these requirements. Jeff found a house that I could consider. It was a foreclosure and I prayed about it and I asked God for a sign. Jeff liked the house. I thought it could work. I prayed and I prayed and prayed. I wasn’t getting too much of a clear answer and I was getting extremely frustrated. I just want God to spell it out: “Is this the house or not?” Suddenly when I asked, someone or something tugged on my left ear firmly enough for me to know without a shadow of a doubt this was the house. I suppose this was an angel or a guide. I have no idea but there was no one else in the room. I immediately called the realtor and said I will purchase this house without even seeing it. I know it needs a lot of work. I don’t care. I just want to hold the house. My realtor called the listing agent for the house that I wanted and left a few voice mails. The person never got back to us and the next day the house was off the market
As you can imagine, I was devastated because I was begging God for a sign and begging for some direction and then this happens! So I chalked it up to maybe it really wasn’t an angel or a guide tugging on my ear. Maybe I made the whole thing up and this is not the house.
My realtor had a family emergency the day we had scheduled a trip to house shop in NC! We had 1 day to house shop on May 17th so we got a replacement realtor.
Sign #6: For that trip, we transported our boat and first set of furniture to a storage unit in an area that just so happened to be 8 minutes from our new house that we hadn’t found yet!
Sign #7: On the way to North Carolina we drove up with our U-haul and boat. The boat trailer axle broke! This happened on the side of the I-95 N. I think it was in South Carolina and strangely there just so happens to be a welder at the exit where we had to pull over-reasonably priced and available! The trailer was fixed and we were back on the road in no time!
The next day we got up early to take our things to storage to unload everything and then house shop that afternoon. For the two of us to unload all of this furniture it would consume the day but thankfully the storage employee made a phone call and in no time we had two helpers to unload the furniture in time to return the U-Haul truck back to its office without penalty. #8
This new realtor was much more knowledgeable to help us find the type of house that we were looking for. The house that I really wanted was off the market, so we looked at some other homes that I was less interested in. There weren’t many at all to choose from. I was disappointed because I had been house shopping on line since January and nothing felt right.
Oddly and miraculously enough, #9, Jeff looks at his phone while we are looking at a house I wasn’t excited about and notices on Trulia, that the house I really wanted was back on the market!! More ironically the house I really wanted was only 15 minutes away from the house that we were looking at and the realtor just so happened to have the key to the house because it was a HUD home and he was familiar with a HUD transaction.
When I arrived at the house that is now our home, it had the Coldwell Banker sign in the front!! #10-the same vision that I had when I jotted down in January. Ironically it had a ‘beware of dog’ sign on the gate just like our old home in Florida had- the same sign!! #11
Aside from the heat, I truly loved the property and loved the home. We always said if only we could pick up our house exactly the way it is and just move it up north it would be awesome. I really didn’t want to leave the house, just the state. So our new home has many of the features that we loved in Florida. It is actually also on a dirt road and on the same side of the street as the last house, on the same size lot, with the gate with the ‘beware of dog’ sign and with a paved driveway like we had! We have our peace and tranquility which is number one priority. Even our neighbors are similar!
I immediately put a bid on the house. I bid on a figure via muscle testing, because I really wanted the bid to be accepted. We headed back down to Florida and on the highway of our 10 hour drive, I get an email that our offer was accepted (the same day) sign #12 !! By the time I got to Florida I had to immediately put down a deposit and send in overnight paperwork to secure the purchase with the exception of about two items everything that I wanted in this future home this home had.
I wish I could say it was smooth sailing from here :(…. stay tuned for part 2